amen, we are praying with you in the loving name of Jesus, Wonderful Counselor and Great Physician, and Prince of Peace for your husband and family.
please check out a program, "the great awakening," nightly on CTN (fios channel 2) and their website, revival.com. this church is in Tampa. please try to get there, where they can lay hands on you for a profound touch from God. there are mighty prayer warriors to pray with you, too. miracles are happening!